We spent all day together.
Holding hands and sitting close,
having mindless and child-like fun.
For once I felt comfortable, alive…
The instant I return to reality
sadness consumes me.
Is this punishment, or a part of life, part of love?
This is such torture…
A dream I thought was real
was a cry from my soul,
how much it misses you.
This pain I can’t explain,
therefore, my burden alone.
But after a long, agonizing introspection
I now know that this is natural
and look forward to these dreams,
for they are the only way I can be with
you, for now.
You’ll always be in my heart
and I know we’ll see each other again.
I’ll be patient and excitedly await you.